Ignore it and it will go away

~ morning folks~ I think that was Savoy the other day, and now she thinks im uggo and grosse ( not like she hadnt before ) and is not reading my stuff or gives a shit about.... again not like she did before. Hey w/e judge on like my mom runway...

invisible

~ I feel like i am invisible.... like my feelings dont matter to anybody.  I have people mistreating me non stop and then if i say anything in opposition to it, they ignore me completely. It is the epitome of disrespect. hurting doesnt...

Skinny mister

~  Gmornin.... Im off to the gym for a little bit of a workout, then to my moms to workout the gals... it looks like rain so we will probably have to workout inside.  Yesterday was stellar for the pool, but my stupid step dad was home, so nix say.  I...

finally, justice

~What a day!  im gettin fat back to the grind girly.... i was in the hospital all am. that was a smashing good time. Not.  My neck is starting to get to feeling a bit better... they did the pre op thing and that as well as checked out my crick... I...

woo hooo privacy

~Hey folks... feeling pretty lonely these days.  I feel like i am unloved, and unliked, and generally, just forgotten.  It is a horrible feeling when you feel like you have no one to talk to or that you matter to.  I think that is why i can relate to...

new moniker

~ well welcome to my inaugral blog entry.... i am finally losing those that have been stalking me for over three years... i went to a boxing club to their therapeutic program; a supposedly empowering program for survivors of violence.  They have...