jack around

I feel very sad and alone tonight i dont know why feel like i could talk for hours and never really connect with anybody no one seems to like me and i dont understand why i know im nothing to look at especially not now most of all...

primitive

I just feel annoyed. I hate this media contrived bullshit called fathers day; i find it to be very triggering and very difficult. i have a useless fuck of a biological father that raped me and abused me for 13 + years then i have a step dad...

one reason

getting kind of sleepy so this probably wont be very long nor intelligent. lol anyways, feeling saddened tonight just in general i always feel alone and depressed after i visit my mom my step dad is so rude with me he acts like he is so...

vacation

I kind of feel like staying home today. Wish i could work mom out.  I have Saadia this afternoon, and im supposed to be working mom out tomorrow. Just one of those mornings.... the air is fresh and i feel like a toddler day with my mom. ...