achilles heel

~My achilles tendon is just killing me; those running shoes are going promptly in the garbargio.... ugh only me i swear. and my new ones rub on my feet and give me bloody blisters etc. I have bunyons from dancing; my feet are a big wrangled mess...

spirit whispers

did i ever mention that my mom is totally annoying? ugh She blames me for that which others do to me.... she pulls away from me when i am having a hard time or when others are mistreating me or treating me unfairly; and in so doing communicates...

one season

I was thinking about it on the way up to Toronto...many things only live for one season in the summer. Flowers, the specific leaves on the trees we see are only there for one round, butterflies, certain birds etc etc. bees....It is really phenomenal...

guess who? after three days

oooo the cat came back the very next day the cat came back they thought he was a goner but the cat came back he just couldnt stay awayyyyy! MEOWWWW lol ; )

what you choose to see

Stomach is still hurting me so bad oof. shaking my head. I had a fairly non eventful work out at the gym which is preferred- obviously.  Tomorrow i have two appointments; one with my new  counsellor and to find out about their GLBT groups they just...

love me

I kind of miss Toronto tonight.... i miss fall up there. It is very beautiful especially compared to here. I miss the Canadian feel the more northern feel up there... funny i feel heavy hearted, and miss my old  home and my walks through...

Tulah

My throat is just killing me.... oof . If it is still around tomorrow i will go to the doctor. No choice. I feel sick to my stomach a bit too. I did manage to get to the gym and was glad for it. Some woman that blows hot and cold at me at the gym; if...