anyways

I went to meet with the employment lawyer at the same location where the queen bee executive director refused to help me with my CICB appeal. She informs me again that none of them will help me with it. I don't agree with that. Talk about ultimate...

no return

The isolation and the lack of sunshine makes this the hardest time of the year for me. I am always equally as isolated, but this time of the year for some reason i feel it closing in on me more than average; it must be the extended hours of...

wow

every day is a new annoyance 1/ hair dresser; so i go to get my hair cut yesterday and the broad that cuts my hair mocks me to my face the entire time i am in her chair.  She lies to me and mocks me to see how stupid i am and if ill believe the...

feel

Woke up Super foggy No sunrise can be seen Tears rolling down my face Thinking of all the people and places That have rejected me Ezzy looking on All cuddly and soft How i long to be held in love by someone Haven't been able...

fault

Savoy puts this post on her Facebook where a woman fights back against her rapist. Nothing like making those of us who were raped feel scapegoated. Like it is our fault some how we couldn't fight off our rapists. I was a child and I did fight...

i hate people.

I am just so frustrated and overwhelmed right now I have a vet that i think the world of in fact i have referred several of my friends and family members to her and i asked if they could donate something for my raffle table and they refuse....

your own

I looked up your address today I wish i could matter of fact send you a special Christmas card ones i had made up this year that show my bff Ezzy girl instead i have to hesitate because you dont care for me like i have longed to love you. ...

wow

so i come home and the bitch that did the intake for my counselling? gets me to talk all about shit i dont want to talk about in the first? QUITS ON ME. and she doesnt do it she has saadia call and quit on me instead. you know these people...

depends

i keep pissing the bed at night i dont know what is going on maybe i have a uti but how would i of gotten that i have to head out soon because im supposed to meet with that employment counsellor this afternoon im going to discuss the...