when people take your passion, and destroy it
that is telling you something.
life squelches your fire and your desire
to make the world a better place
by people's small mindedness
exclusion and rejections.
when a community can take someone
as passionate as me
and wear them down to a nub
that is burned out and just doesnt want to anymore
that is very very telling.
and that is how im feeling as of late.
and fed up
so sick of being disrespected
in the words of savoy howe
my shoulders are killing me from my boxfit class on sunday
it was warped speed and had plyometric lunge jumps and squats
but it is my arms and backs of shoulders that hurt most of all
my right shoulder is a bitch since it was dislocated.
so we will see how it is tomorrow
to determine what im able to do if anything with that puppy.
a nice way to bum me out
aunt therese is home finally
found a kitty in the garbage
im going to bed
i have a meeting on thursday about housing?
i am PRAYING that this woman
will help me relocate.