so today was for shit
the synopsis is as follows
walking to housing meeting
saadia was supposed to call
didnt she did end up making good by talking to me tonight so that is settled; made me quite upset tho
go to meeting check in with desk
and he tells me to sit in the wait room
meanwhile my party is in the office down the hall
waiting on my arrival
finally twenty five mins later of us waiting in opposing rooms
i speak up and say im here to see susie and josephine
o they are waiting for you he says i thought they were meeting and then you were seeing susie.
idiot. no apology no respect of any sort
then i go in and all she did anyway
was frustrate me to my face
well we cant do this and we cant do that
blah blah manure shovel blah
you can do whatever you WANT to do
there is no word as cant in your position.
so yes frustrated doesnt encapsulate
and we got no where
so it was all wasted time
and then my worker susie
doesnt know even as much as I DO
and she is supposed to be my resource for need.
she didnt even know there is a permanent rental subsidy program.
then i ended up being given more work to do
and work then? that could and should have been done
thirteen months ago
so here we go
waiting for probably another mother fuckn six months or more.
and no further ahead just a head ache.
did a yin yoga class never done such a thing before ever
feel like ive been disassembled and put back together and some of my bolts are loose.
( no comments lol)
good lord so unsafe.
i will NEVER do that type of class again in my life.
never heard from tami two days in a row
probably got a job and now i wont hear from her ever
thats how she works
if she has a distraction i dont exist
kind of like my mom
tried to call joyce zuk of family services windsor?
she is so verbally abusive with me on the phone when no one else is there to lay witness
you would not believe how i am treated seriously
so im crawling back to them on my hands and knees
and she is throwing in my face that i made formal complaints about them
well dont give me anything to complain about and i wont
she says why are you coming back here are you desperate she says.
um ya bitch i am because everyone in windsor is so unprofessional and gossiping
even in way of service providers
that you are prejudiced of someone before you even give them a go
and you abuse them soliciting that which you assume them to be
so you never really give them an objective point of view anyway
and in so doing who is it that you can help?
by putting someone that needs your help the most and has for a lifetime out your door.
corrupt and sickening
then she says
if we were to work with you again youd have to sign something saying youd not complain about us if it didnt work out
free for all for your mistreatment
the last i checked i dont have to sign off my goddamned civil rights
if you had nothing to worry about and treated me properly then youd have nothing to worry about.
dont give me anything to complain about and i wont
and further more you dont threaten me with reprisal or consequence because i have exercised my rights.
in the face of your incompetence minimally and violence ultimately.
tell lydia fiorini of SACC i said hi too
the bitch that told me at seventeen fresh from molestation
i was too "angry" to work with
guess i had a right to be angry
and even more so still. dont i
and if family services didnt want to work with me or are too useless to they should have could have given me a referral
for the time being that im stuck here i might as well have some treatment
what do you think
and this housing shit
13 months on an urgent list?
fuck off something is not right even saadia said that
something is NOT on the up and up.
anyways i need to get to bed.
just wanted to unload this shit before i do so
i wonder how aunt therese is doing alone at home now.
i wonder how my little kitten made out
i hope he finds a good home and they dont kill him.
simply because i found him they probably already have.
i was calling him rupert.