i feel like absolutely no one cares about me most of the time
so this thing with the guy with the knife happened on monday night
and i mean that scared the living crap out of me.
life and death basically
and everyone just minimizes it all
i called tami the night that it happened and she didnt have to work the next day
i called her at midnite her time
she didnt answer.
i left a message and said something about a guy with a knife when i went to feed the cats etc
and to call me asap when she got the message.
she didnt call me until tuesday night at ten thirty
she spent the first twenty mins going on about her sons car trouble
then she rolls around to so what happened with the guy with the knife.
told my mom
she minimized it
told others they minimize it too
the guy was arrested outside my house.
it was freakn scary
i also have had a sore stomach for about two weeks
and no one takes that seriously either
it is like im not even human to people.
that no one sincerely cares
i dont think anyone ever really, has.